Misery Loves Me<3

prom

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 14:05:18 GMT

prom was awesome! my hair and makeup and everything came out better than imagined. dinner was cool, the dance was alot of fun. me and jared were tearin up the dance floor, haha... but for real i had alot of fun dancing with my love =] the hotel was ballin as shit, i think every one had a great time there and we're def doing hotel parties more often, except cheaper hotels.. and hey well have like 90% of the alcohol left, so thats a pretty sweet deal.

jared tried to use me at 6 in the morning for a booty call and then was going to pass out but don't worry guys i rejected it, hahaha
i'm so funny ;]

overall prom was better than expected, and im happy with the way things turned out

yayy, happy 8 month to me and jared =]

i'm so sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick.....
but really i hate being sick, it's the downfall to my life

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 18:49:06 GMT

last night......

was fucking awsome

great dinner with jared<33

and a suprise party!!!!!! thanks everyone

o yea and then lots of alcohol and... other stuff haha

good times

thanks again

yuppp

=]

<3

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 16:21:41 GMT

i need to get motivated about college related stuff.. sat studying, finicial aid, research on schools, and i guess if i decide.. then applying at schools.
i wish i had more motivation and i would of started things earlier, o well.. it will all work out, i'm sure of it.

tonight jared is taking me out to dinner for my birthday, im excited. i love getting dressed up and what not. i love my boyfriend so very very much.

i haven't been feeling well lately, its weird.. idk

so i'm going to be 18 in 5 days.. thats pretty crazy.. hopefully things will change and my parents will be less of douche bagish about certain things.

i can't wait to get a tattoo, i figured out what i want.. it will be exciting!

speaking of...jared got his lip peirced..no comment =]

4 days and im fiending thats terrible, i know.

thats about it kiddo's

<3

your mom

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 14:52:52 GMT

so i had a dream last night and my tooth was loose and then fell out, it was so gross, so i looked it up on dream dictionary and this is what it told me.....*my buisness and my socail life is going to suck *future embarresment.. and idk a bunch of other crap but every site was diff so i dont believe it...yupp

i got agnes, im excited

i stayed home from school today because im sickly, which sucks cause i cant go out tonight now, but w.e

ok but im really happy with life, this year is going to be good, i can just tell..

this is my 4th happy entry in a row

in your face bitches

love ya'll

<3

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 14:41:30 GMT

i am sam i like girls lalalalalalalaa jared is cool.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 01:53:40 GMT

so the happiness quickly dissapeared.. im feeling the R word, the word i hate and always choose not to express.. the two worst feelings[personally] start with RE, isnt what weird? i thought it was.. i hate them so much i can't even type them.. and its sad because of me doing one of them im feeling the other one.. great way to end my summer depressed and felling this way.

well everyone else seems happy so thats cool, im sorry im a fuck up guys my decisions are always wrong, even when they feel right, there not. djkfhsdkjfhsdjkfhdfjhj fuck

and no restless isn't one of the words

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 14:49:58 GMT

yesterday my sister-in-law had a baby.. Hannah Rose.. she was premature.. 5pounds 9ounces, 17 inches.. both the baby and my sister-in-law are doing great as of this morning..yay! =] im going up to jerswey thurs and coming back tues.. its gunna fuck up work, play practice, and school. but o well i want to see my neice.. haha umm yea thats it.. prom today going to get my hair done soon.. hopefully it'll be fun.. i cant wait to see all my friends yay =] ok im done

heres a pic..

i feel like im....

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 22:39:00 GMT

sinking

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 21:36:59 GMT

yayy! new years was fun! im excited about this year, im just gunna start to live it up more. that all <3

changes

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 18:28:30 GMT

from start to finish 16 was a bad year for me, i guess 05 was a bad year. i've really loved being ever other age. 15 was amazing. so0o after my birthday or the new year. im starting over. 17 is a new year a new start. new friends, say la vi to the old ones. im going to make some changes in myself, and overall just have fun again. i really love the friends i have now, i feel like i got rid of all the bad eggs, i guess you could say? haha. well yea thats about it, this has been one heck of a weekend. god damn liars, and im speaking about a few. well now im going out to lunch and then work later. bye.

o yes and i'm pretty much done with boys, or finding a boyfriend. i always wanted to high school relationship, but i've learned that high school relationship wasn't want me. so for now im going to have some *clean* fun and if soemthing comes along then cool and if it doesn't then cool.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:26:00 GMT

for the first time in a really long time i had a bad night. it was one of those suck it up situation that you never want to be in. i mean o well its not the end of the world. i got to see bj for a little bit so i guess it was ok. idk blah. im tired and bored. some one call me, anyone. bye.

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 16:25:22 GMT

yesterday i ened up staying home but im happy because ig ot some stuff done and i went to bed realy early and now i feel well rested. today im going to see beauty and the beast with bj and bobby? im not sure but yea it should be cool and then tonight idk, but i wanna go out so yeSsSs!

life is good, im extremely happy =]

today is my best friends since elem. school birthday, miss ashley farrel. shes such an awsome friend and i miss her and i wish i could be there but i cant, kinda makes me sad. HAPPY BDAY ASHH!!!! <33333333

so im going to post some pictures of us because it just seems like the thing to do

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 22:57:36 GMT

the hurricane week has been tons of fun minus the lack of power. i <3 my friends! me and william are offical, we start going out on 10-25-05[i love the date] i've never been happier. i think im staying in tonight i bought a book today so i'll prob read and eat some ice cream. yummm. i've been having dreams latley, and last night i had two, this excites me =]

i'll never need to see the sun again, theres enough light in your eyes to light up my little world. so take me, take me away. kill me slowly, i'll never be the same.<3

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 20:16:57 GMT

im grounded and depressed

for what? a gay not worth it drunken night of throwing up. all in all it was funny as heck, but still. it really makes me mad at myself. although i am only grounded a week, it sucks. and ofcourse im the only one who gets grounded. but whatever.

i feel lonley. all this time alone reading books isnt making me feel happy at all. i wished i worked this week.

well i dont know how much longer ill have the comp. so im out. leave me comments ;]

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 17:49:16 GMT

I LOVE SUMMER!!! <3

Tue, 31 May 2005 00:40:01 GMT

Friends Only! =]

Thu, 12 May 2005 19:38:32 GMT

tues i went to bri's n we attempted to do our hair but it didnt work then jenny did her hair n it was like perfect..n we all did our makeup n took cute picz..im doing this ignore [him] thing cuz its just the easiest thing to do at the moment..

last but not least..my favorite =]

Mon, 09 May 2005 20:26:27 GMT

jared got me in the mood to post sopme picz so that what i shall do[play practice 5/6 and les miz 5/7]

my love &hearts;

operation sg haha

hmmmm??

blah theres more but im tired of uploading n stuff n i gota h/w..peace ;]